Starfield:Orahim's Diary - 2
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Great Serpent, why do you continue to torment me with these visions, this guilt? Did I not do your bidding? The accursed that I made dust, it was in your name that I did so. The countless lives I have taken, I did it all for you!
Of course you are too wise to believe that. You have punished me with the curse of clarity, and I see now that I strayed from your righteous path. It was not out of devotion to you that I laid waste to the accursed, but out of devotion to him.
But I am so confused, Great Serpent, so very confused. Why now did you choose to make me feel such shame? Why me, and not Khaslav, or the rest of our brethren?
I crave not only your forgiveness, but the forgiveness of the accursed as well. The feelings of guilt that afflict me - surely it is meant to guide me back into your fold? But I fear I cannot do your bidding, for I do not wish to kill anymore.
I do not know what to do. Please, Great Serpent, tell me what I need to do. I am afraid.